bila dah lama tak update blog..

nak start kat mana ye? alah! ayat biasa bila dah lama tak update blog.. kesebokan yg agak sebok atau buat2 sebok mmbuatkan aku tak boleh nak hapdet blog yg rasenye dah nak berkulat ni...

oh ya! masih dalam mud tidak sehat! selsema yg dah berbulan2 belom baik sgt2 merimaskan aku. batuk yg dah berbulan2 buat aku sakit tekak. so tak boleh nak berkaraoke dengan jayanya! ish! idung dok tersumbat tak sudah2. doc da kasi spray. dah spray tak sudah sok sek sok sek. rimaslah! boleh anta servis ke idung ni? kasi clean punye. letak anti virus.




tiba-tiba plak......

Now I realize that he is the only person who can understand me. He is the only person who makes me cry. He is the only person who makes me laugh. He already knows what I want. And he is the only person that I love!

Even there is someone who tries to change my mind or my heart or whatever about him but I still say that he is the ONLY one for me. Thank because you make me realize everything about him. He is the best for me. You may be good on what he is not. You have everything. MAY BE!! But he is the best! I repeat. He is the BEST for me!

So I’ll close my eyes on what he had done. I’ll close my ears on what he had said. I’ll say yes on everything he said even though it is no. I’ll keep on smiling even though he is hurting my heart. I’ll do anything I can for him no matter what as long as he is happy. Sound stupid huh?! I don’t care! I don’t care what people going to say about me!

But…. I care about what my mom keep on saying! Oh! Please mom! I love him…. I’ll give some more chance for him even though i know I’ll feel disappointed again and again. He promised me. And I’ll keep on giving some more chance for him to prove that he is the best for your daughter. Let him prove that! Until when? I don’t know. Just wait and see.

If I’m giving up then I’ll think about you have told me before. But is it possible for me to give up? Stop dreaming! He is still the best. You? You are NOTHING for me. Just a guy who trying to find something that you also don’t know what do you want. Not more than that!

aku kene serang ngan jin mat saleh kot..BI pon cam syaitan ade ati nak ngade2 taip2 in english. hahaha! aku pedulik ape kan. sawan sudah mari. mula lah aku nak wat gila. hahaha..

adoi. ni sawan xboleh tido datang lagi. cam mane eh? pale da berat. pinggang da sakit2. kaki tgn da kebas2. tp nape eh???

*please don't ask me who is you. i'll let you know later.

ttbe ak prasan de tslh bhasa..tp apehal xbleh nak edit eh??ish!